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    不過如此

    時間:2015-07-23 來源:原創 編輯:忘年戀 閱讀:

      “我搬出去了,你好好想想吧。”他留下半杯咖啡,出門的時候“砰”的一聲。

      我懶得出言阻止,這樣的戲碼三番四次的上演,他不覺得累,我都覺得乏了。

      我慢慢把手里那杯咖啡喝干凈,把他剩下的倒入洗碗槽,咖啡豆雖然是他買的,我還是覺得有點可惜。

      這次會堅持幾天?

      或者干脆就是結束了。

      人說愛情只持續十八個月,然後殘存下來的,不過是習慣和責任。

      已經兩年。我和他之間,沒有任何責任可言,我們剩下的只有習慣,而伴隨著時常出現的矛盾,我想習慣也會日益淡薄。

      就像我現在雖然隱隱心痛,卻不會再有慌張挽留他的心情。

      剛開始的時候總是我忍不住,不過三天服軟的人總是我。

      他其實并不明白我的為人。

      如果我覺得我付出已經沒有必要,我會強硬的暗示自我,直到將他從我生命完全剔除。

      他不懂我在想什麼,他被人寵壞了,總覺得只要發脾氣一切都能按他想象的處理。這樣,也許一次兩次三次我能讓他如愿以償,但長久以往呢?

      一起買的情侶套杯、情侶毛巾、情侶碗都被他在幾次吵架中丟棄了,只剩下我的那一半孤零零的放在那里,看上去很可憐。

      我的這些也有折損,雖知道將怨氣發泄在無辜的物品上很不理智,我們激動時卻都不是理智之人。

      於是成套的東西就越來越少,我總有種感覺,它們正如我和他之間的聯系,如今這聯系也越來越淡薄,直到消失。

      他走了,留下一片狼藉。

      我坐了一會兒,開始慢慢的收拾東西。

      該怎麼選擇?

      不想費力去留下他,但如果徹底分離就再無交集。

      我將他的東西拿出來,一件件打包裝好。

      收拾好再給他郵過去,省卻他來,又要費不少口舌。

      一邊收拾,一邊想著,弄完的時候,天已經黑了。

      我沒有開燈,懶懶的躺在沙發上,竟然就困了。

      身體雖疲憊,卻遠不及心中的。

      以為睡一小覺就會醒來,等我再次睜眼,天已經亮了。

      身上多了一床毛毯,我收拾好的那些行李卻已不見。

      他回來,又再次離開,沒有叫醒我。

      我們都倔強不妥協,這種結局就是必然。

      我本來以為沒什麼的。

      眼眶卻開始發熱發痛,漲得難受。

      真到了最後一刻,我并沒有我想象的那麼無情。

      我就那樣躺著,一動不動。

      這一切似乎就如此結束,我收拾的很徹底,他的東西一點都沒留下。

      中午,覺得餓,才爬起來做飯。

      生活總不能因為少了個人就停止前進。

      雖然其間出現了一塊巨大的空白。

      直到晚上我才看到那條短信。

      他說:我先離開了,如果叫醒你恐怕又會忍不住吵架,我覺得我們都該先冷靜,好好考慮之後再決定應當如何。

      有點松一口氣的感覺,但緊接而來是更多的沈重。

      原來長久以來的爭執也逐漸磨平了他的銳氣,這種理智,不知是該令人欣慰或是難過。

      可惜,失去的始終是失去了。

      未來當如何,我們都無法確定。

      我不愿主動切斷這一切。

      我想我一直在痛苦等待著倒計時的終結。

      不過如此而已。

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